Astronaut Discloses Emotional Distress After ‘Tsunami of Harassment Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also carried well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, referring to a check-in call from a mission companion in the days following the landing.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and conducted tests during the mission, said everything she had worked for – from her studies and years of training to the historic significance of her roots – was drowned out under the deluge of misogyny.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She added that amid the criticism, significant positive outcomes had come out of the flight, such as elevated attention for her scientific work and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The self-operating spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that exceeded the edge of outer space.
The diverse crew also comprised experts in different industries.
The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.